I’m good enough. I’m smart enough. And doggonit, People like me.

I like to think that as I approach middle-age that I am wiser, more confident, and more in touch with my sense of self. (As an aside, what is middle-age these days? Have I already passed it? Is it 40? 50?…. I digress.) But as a part of this process with the cottage, I’ve begun to realize how much I still crave positive reinforcement – both personally and professionally. Am I alone, or do many of you reading still really want that gold star, deep down?

It’s kind of scary opening up my new home to strangers, but the chance to wow them has been an exciting part of this process. I’ve mentioned how jazzed I become every time I get a new booking, but I’ve recently realized that I get even more pumped as their stays ends and the time to read the reviews begins. The comments and ratings have been overwhelmingly positive so far, and it’s rewarding to know that the love and attention we’ve put into this space has given others joy.

But what does this need for positive reinforcement say about me? I would be the WORST public figure – I don’t think I could handle the critics.

So now you know my secret – I’m compelled to deliver perfection and despite moments of confidence, I’m really beholden to exceeding the expectations of others.

[Sigh…]

Probably something to talk about in therapy. LOL. But until my issues are addressed, our guests should continue to be the beneficiaries.

To those who have stayed, thank you for your thoughtful reviews. To those who haven’t, I can’t wait to impress you. Please be kind. 🙂